Dreams and Hopes

dear friends lovers sinners and saints

i always ponder what i wanted to do with my life. yet i don't mean the restrictions of career courses uai scores and the figures of my salary. i thought of what i really wanted to do as odd as that sounds.

all the deep and meaningful pondering made me think back to a book i read once "Asturias". the book is of 5 musical prodigies chosen found by a bigshot label and are made into a band. there was one point in the book where the lead guitarist alex(obviously is my favourite character) spoke of his own hopes and dreams. yet he spoke of how when we are children the only thoughts are that of today, what we will eat or what we will play. nothing seems to go past the idea of' ''tomorrow''. he then claims of how when we are in our youth(which i relucantly happen to be apart of) we have hopes and dreams. we want to be something in the synical and cruel world we are surrounded by. finally when we are old we live in a dream of those days gone by of both the good times and the bad, simply reminicing of what we should have done differently.

i have always been taught to live in the present moment but i too have my hopes and dreams. i want to make help all who come my way and to make my mark in our society as said by mr keating in the dead poets society '' although professions such as lawyers and businessmen are all well and good the play of life goes on and you may contribute a verse''. i want to write my own verses in the play of life heck not just just a verse i wish i could have my own act. yet i want to do that under positive means, not to be remembered under a rule of tyranny like hitler but for makin a positive contribution that helped many people.

that being said i ask dear reader, do you have hopes and dreams that seemingly seem bigger than yourself, do you wish to contribute a verse.

i guess i have to leave you to sleep on that

later days
suhada